my third attempt at blogging. let's see how far this one goes. it is better than the previous two in the sense that i have added atleast a entry to this blog. coming back to what i shud write....pata nahi...hehehe...my typical refrain. let's see, let it take its own course rather than me dictating the terms.

life has taken a totally different path in the past few days. have no clue as to why r all these things happening to me. maybe it is caused by that new person in my life. and even that is puzzling. i have had experienced these things in the past too but never had i ever felt like this. cant understand these damn emotions of mine. i remain an unsolved mystery to myself. some worries still remain and some apprehensions still at the top of my mind. my 3 month sojourn back here in chennai hasnt helped things a way bit. time has flown like anything and am still clueless if i ever am goin to do somethin meaningful in my life. and doubts...they keep surfacing time and again. nonetheless i am njoing every bit of my time over here at my home. the project at hindu was a damp squib and it didnt go the way i expected it to so one more to my pile of reasons on why i shud be frustrated with myself.

neways my outlook of life has led a great makeover. i am not the same vikram as i was jus 3 months back. i have learnt to take all my worries, depressions and tensions and still live every minute of my life and cherish every moment. i know these days may never come back and my days at iimk surely helped me in realising this.

reiki is one great thing that has ever happened to me. i am jus thankful to god and wud definitely repay this in which ever way possible. that is it for now. wanna write more, but some other day.