Will i do it.....?????
my experience with this business startup hasnt been so good. and that has cultivated doubts of whether i can become a good industrialist in the distant future. pata nahi, i dont know where i am headed. 3 months ago things seemed to be crystal clear. 10 years in the corporates, then start up my own business and then grow it to a size of a monolith. but now it seems that my career in the corporates is going to be one big illusion, but there is a caveat. if only the business clicks as per my expectations. i hope it does and if it does i may find myself in a quandary. to concentrate on my mba?? or to concentrate on the business???. managing both would be a complicated affair. there have been so many twists and turns to my chennai tale that i sometimes find myself in doubt if i will complete my mba successfully.
else, nothing much to write. the day was boring and unproductive. i cudnt do much today woke up late then slept off again in the afternoon then woke up again at 4. then did some serious enquiries abt software vendors. digged out my old contacts and tried to get in touch with them but in vain. almost all of them have moved out to some other city. so i guess no use contacting them. and havent been in touch with my friends in the past few days. also have been trying to build some new relationships so that my life is filled with more people and less of emptiness. have been trying earnestly, let's see if it bears fruit.
and surprisingly my mind was devoid of any worries or any thoughts to disturb me today. have been feeling contented and peaceful but somehow sometimes have this feeling that i am just buying time and procrastinating a bit too much. have to be more proactive and shud show more enthu...maybe that will give me better results. have one week more to finetune the nitty gritty of my business and to make it up and running. havent fixed any targets as such but have left it open in the sense to take as it comes. coz there is so much uncertainty around that what initially was the business idea upon which the whole business was started has been given a quite burial in favour of a novel and a different idea which involves more of technical(IT) application rather than the intellectual capital. nonetheless my managerial skills and business acumen will be put to acid test.
my experience with this business startup hasnt been so good. and that has cultivated doubts of whether i can become a good industrialist in the distant future. pata nahi, i dont know where i am headed. 3 months ago things seemed to be crystal clear. 10 years in the corporates, then start up my own business and then grow it to a size of a monolith. but now it seems that my career in the corporates is going to be one big illusion, but there is a caveat. if only the business clicks as per my expectations. i hope it does and if it does i may find myself in a quandary. to concentrate on my mba?? or to concentrate on the business???. managing both would be a complicated affair. there have been so many twists and turns to my chennai tale that i sometimes find myself in doubt if i will complete my mba successfully.
else, nothing much to write. the day was boring and unproductive. i cudnt do much today woke up late then slept off again in the afternoon then woke up again at 4. then did some serious enquiries abt software vendors. digged out my old contacts and tried to get in touch with them but in vain. almost all of them have moved out to some other city. so i guess no use contacting them. and havent been in touch with my friends in the past few days. also have been trying to build some new relationships so that my life is filled with more people and less of emptiness. have been trying earnestly, let's see if it bears fruit.
and surprisingly my mind was devoid of any worries or any thoughts to disturb me today. have been feeling contented and peaceful but somehow sometimes have this feeling that i am just buying time and procrastinating a bit too much. have to be more proactive and shud show more enthu...maybe that will give me better results. have one week more to finetune the nitty gritty of my business and to make it up and running. havent fixed any targets as such but have left it open in the sense to take as it comes. coz there is so much uncertainty around that what initially was the business idea upon which the whole business was started has been given a quite burial in favour of a novel and a different idea which involves more of technical(IT) application rather than the intellectual capital. nonetheless my managerial skills and business acumen will be put to acid test.
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