i am a bit confused these days. and i didnt expect this to happen. i have a ibm job in hand and my career goals are pretty clear but still there is something missing somewhere. maybe i am getting too apprehensive abt things. maybe i am making sure that i dont repeat the mistakes of the past. have been talking to all kind of people on anything and everything about equity research. coz i like this field and i feel that i have a passion for doing this kind of work. only time will tell as to what extent i am right.

lots of tensions. family tensions. brother was discharged with the hospital today, and i was told that the hospital didnt charge for the second surgery that he underwent since it was due to the oversight of the surgeon. reminds me of the bungle that they did of the simple appendicitis surgery with me.

mba is goin on at a frenetic pace. classes, presentations, assignments, projects...these occupy 80% of my time these days. the rest 20% being wasted thinking, thinking and thinking endlessly. sometimes thinking abt wat my married life lies in store for me. sometimes thinking abt the health worries and how they have the potential to complicate my performance on the job. then worries abt shifting to mumbai, living all alone without family, relatives.

chalta hain life..