Am depressed a bit...dont know why, just lookin at these batchmates of mine sort of puts me into a kind of inferiority complex. pata nahi..why am i like this, and those memories come back and haunt me like some nightmare. some punishment inflicted by me by the almighty. but i dont seem to understand that why was i born like this. it has been six days since i have been here and i am not mingling with my batchmates or even hostel mates. and juniors, the lesser said, the better. pata nahi why am i like this. life seemed to be a bit better over here, but i guess my cribbing has started and the same complex has got into my head again.

wish i cud write more...but some other day...now i am off...classses have started and the schedule has got pretty hectic.