life is a bitter sweet ride...

in the recent past, things really are going out of my hand. i dont know if this is the reason behind the frequent bouts of depression that i am plagued with. i have started losing faith in me, all my efforts to come out of this depression have come to naught. i dont know why this is happenin to me, i have been telling myself repeatedly that i am tryin to exaggerate minor issues but my heart never seems to listen. and it is like one off the cuff remark from some person and i am back into that shell...i dunno...i want to get rid of this life, sooner the better. god, help me out....