Mujme kahi....hui subah...:)

aye saala
abhi abhi huaa yaqeen
ki aag hai mujh mein kahi
hui subaah main chal gaya
suraj ko main nigal gaya
jo gumshuda-sa khwaab tha
voh mil gaya voh khil gaya
dhuaan chhataa khula gagan mera
nayi dagar naya safar mera
jo ban sake tu hamsafar mera
nazar mila zara...

a truly inspirational song...

am back coz i am bored...:)

here are some quotes i came across in the last one hour...thought i would put it here acting on sumit's advice....

You can eat and drink together, talk and laugh together, enjoy life together, but you are only real friends when you also cried together.

and do i agree with the above one??...ofcourse not..there were two instances when the above thing happened..the occasion was one my eserve farewell and two my chennai farewell to do mba...they didnt even find time to call me up wen i was in chennai...all these days...finally wen i msged them they called up...and their reasoning for the delay in getting touch all these days was the fact that i didnt drop a mail this time informing them that i am coming to chennai for a big break....

talking abt these instances i have felt that i have changed a lot as compared to wat i was six months back...i am leading a rather austere way of life...wat with no mobile of my own, no two wheeler, no internet, and no pc at home..am travelling more by buses and these bus journeys sometimes on footboard remind me of my college days. and all these things i am enjoying it as compared to the past wen i used to get irritated and frustrated very soon....plus there is more...this time i told no one that i am coming back to chennai except very close friends or the ones with whom i keep chatting regularly on yahoo...pata nahi why...yesterday wen i went to the ashram to have a session with the kids..they were all saying the same...physically i am looking more thin, worn out and tired and my approach towards them has changed in ways more than one for the better!!!!...surprising.

the confusion lies in the fact that i am asking myself a hundred times a day as to why and how did this happen...

one amusing thing i wanted to add...my new hairstyle has till now only got negative reviews..:)... the hairstyle was out of compulsion and not out of interest or choice..:)..my efforts at trying to link my hairstyle to madhavan's hairstyle in ayutha ezuthu have till now met with a more than just a no-no...

the thief story is still pending...will try to pen it wen i am in calicut for the convocation...also i am on a massive weight gain programme...this one deserves a post...and i am clueless as to where all this is going to..since my weight(i checked it yesterday) is still the same as it was a month ago...:)

Changing hairstyles....

the past 10 days have not been so eventful but two things would stand out one my trip to tirupati not for getting the almighty's blessings but rather the sacrifice in terms of shaving my head which this time has been devoid of the comments by my batchmates of the fit or rather the misfit with my face and my personality. secondly for three days i dragged on with a novel by john grisham which was by far the crappiest novel i have ever read..thought of writing a review..but since i dont have a pc with me now, i had to miss out on this one. and then there were other things too...the never end chatter with my mom and bhabhi aiding me in killing time and then my efforts at getting a pc on rent till now yielding no results.

i had grand plans when i landed on chennai, a trekking trip..which i had to cancel or rather postpone due to my state of physique or health. in terms of health, this is one thing which is at the top of my mind in the past 10 days. i have been at the receiving end in the past 4 months with people calling me names like skeleton, camel etc. i thought maybe once i get my hands on to the home food things will change. but it seems it is going to be rough ride getting back those 12 kgs which i lost post surgery. i had other plans too..like joining salsa classes, doing something abt my dad's business, then becoming a free lancer to economic times and the most recent one being taking up a rural development project with some ngo for a month or so before joining reliance. and not to forget get mastership in reiki. almost all of these plans seem to be on a non starter mode primarily for the reasons like my unaiding physique and absence of a pc at home.

something interesting happened in the last three days which is the topic of discussion day in and day out with my mother and sister in law....a thief tried to break in and fortunately my odd sleeping cycles kept him away...will write the story the next time around...quite amusing it was...